Owen Grady x Reader ~ Fear

You had this nightmare again. A week passed after Indominus Rex got away and Owen's raptors died in a fight with the I-Rex. You were on the island then. And this is why you had so horrific nightmares all over again. When Owen wasn't around - they only were worse. Especially when there was a huge thunderstorm, like now. You jumped on your bed, when it stroke and you let out a small scream. Everytime you heard something loud - you only saw this big jaw full of teeth. After the whole incident you were in a pretty bad shape when it comes to the sanity. You were trapped in a cage with your arm bleeding - now you could barely feel anything or do anything with it, it was pretty useless - and predators, all of them, were coming, slowly, trying to reach you. Biting you, scraching you, snapping at you. They got you out only when I-Rex was dead. Since then you barely saw Owen, he was mourning his raptors. You couldn't blame him, they meant everything to him. Though you seriously missed him and needed him right now. Though every time when he was asking if it's okay with you that he's not around, you just fake a smile and nodded. 
But right now, you couldn't fake anymore. Tears were flowing through your cheeks like streams, you were shivering, sobbing. You couldn't sleep though you were exhausted and that drove you to the edge. You just wanted to feel Owen's arms around you, his breath on your skin, his lips on your face. You didn't even hear him opening the door or entering the room. He froze in one second. He has never saw you like this before and that caught him off guard. When the lightning stroke again, you jumped, screaming and hid your face in the pillow. Owen slowly walked to you like you were a scared animal. One of his girls. Then he put hand on your naked arm. You shivered and raised your head, looking at him with tears in your eyes and flowing down your cheeks.
 - O-Owen? - you asked a bit surprised. - W-What are you doing here? Y-You s-said...
 - Why you didn't tell me that something is wrong? - he asked softly, gently stroking your hair. Before you could respond, another lightning stroke and you hid your face in the pillow, crying again. Owen cursed in his mind and placed hand on your arm. - (Y/N)... babe, look at me. - When you didn't he pulled you into a tight hug, embracing you with his arms. You hid your face in his chest, crying silently.
 - I-I'm just... I was s-so d-dam-mn s-scared... I was ye-yelling but no one c-came... - you sobbed, and Owen bit his lip. He felt so guilty because of that. He wasn't with you to protect you. He was hunting a hybrid that his ex created, searching for her nephews, while you were surviving living hell. Because of him you will never be able to use your left arm again, not completely.  Because of him now you were shivering every time it was dark or loud, because of him you were so exhausted and because of him you had nightmares. You never blamed him, but he did. He hated himself for letting you down. - P-Please... don't leave me a-againg... - you pleaded with your voice cracking.
Owen pulled away for a moment, just to close your face in his hands, making you look into his eyes.
 - (Y/N) I swear I will never leave you like this. I will always protect you, no matter what. - You didn't want to, but you just couldn't believe that. Because he said almost the same thing right before I-Rex got away. And Owen knew what you were think about. - I'm terribly sorry about what happened. I should have never leave you like this... I should have been there... I know I'm asking a lot but please, forgive me. 
You bit your lip and hugged him tightly.
 - I-I love you Owen. T-There is nothing to forgive. J-Just... please don't leave me. - His heart was breaking into pieces, seeing and hearing you like this. He lied down next to you, holding you tightly close to him, as you buried your face in his chest, still shivering a little. He kissed the top of your head, stroking your back and making circles with his fingers, making you relax slowly. Storm ended and Owen started to hum in your ear some sleepy, slow melodies. Finally, you fell asleep. Owen watched you for a while, sighed and kissed your forehead.
 - I love you (Y/N). More than anything else in my life. I don't know what I'd do if you died. - He whispered, holding you close to him for the whole night, and whole day after.