Thranduil x [Human] Reader ~ Ashamed

You were a human, human from... nowhere. When you were a child Elrond from Rivendell took care of you and raised you as his own. Few years ago he asked you to go with Elladan and Elrohir to Woodland Realm with a message for king Thranduil. King showed his... interest, in your, during your visit. Soon he asked you to visit him again, but this time you didn't come back to Rivendell. Thranduil didn't want to let you go. You were friends but then you realised it's something more. Year ago you gave a birth to a little boy with pointy-like ears, your (y/e/c) eyes and nearly platin hair. Thranduil's son. When you found out that you're pregnant, you returned to Rivendell escaping from Mirkwood and (y/s/n) was there now. Just like you were on the battlefield. Bleeding out.
You were a good warrior, and better archer, but it wasn't enough when four orc's jumped on you armed. You killed most of them but last one of them managed to stab you in stomach and knock you out. Everything went black.


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When you woke up, you were choking with your own blood on the battlefield. Well, not on the battlefield. You were in the medical tent. Healer noticed that you woke up and quickly ran to someone. You blinked few times to see without black spots on your vision. Your stomach hurt. It was in bandages. You looked around. You wondered when the healer will be back. But he didn't get back. Thranduil did.
"(Y/N) (Y/L/N) what were you thinking?! Escaping from my palace for a year and showing up, dying on the battlefield?! Are you nuts?!" He yelled at you, you saw fury in his eyes. You thought he'll hit you. But he didn't. "Do you know how much fear you gave me that night you disappeard? How many guards I sent to find you?" His voice was more silent now. You didn't say a word. "Say something!" Suddenly he yelled.
"I left because I had to!" He looked at you, he didn't understand. "I was caring a child. I had to return to Rivendell. I wanted it to be safe." You looked down, ashamed. Thranduil stepped away, shocked.
"T-The child. Is it...? A-Alive?" His voice was cracking. You nodded. "I-It's a..."
"A boy. (Y/s/n)." You said before he could finish. "He has your hair. And pointy ears. Except eyes he's your little copy." You were still avoiding his gaze. "He's in Rivendell." He was still silent. It was kinda creepy, you just said he has another son! And then you fel his lips on yours. The kiss was a little rough but also full of passion and love.
"You will never leave Mirkwood. Or our son." He whispered before kissing you again. Well... 'It looks he's happy.' You smiled to yourself in your mind.